It’s been almost a whole week since I posted anything here.
I have been feeling down, depressed and sad these last few days.
As those of you who have read my posts before, the last time I wrote was to inform you that I didn’t get the surgery that I was so excited for. Instead, I got a tumor removed from my stomach. I was very thankful that the surgeon found it and decided that was more important than any weight loss surgery. I really was very grateful.
As the days passed by (almost 2 weeks) I started to feel ..”why me”??? I really despise this self pity, annoying, selfish, self absorbed person.
Then today, talking to my sister, I realized that I haven’t taken my antidepressant for almost 2 weeks. The doctors told me not to take any of my meds for about a week before the surgery, and I just completely forgot to start taking them after I left the hospital. I have been on this medication for years, and without it, it’s like a dark cloud is over my head (just like the commercials).
Well…no more!!! I already took my today’s dose and pretty soon, I’m back to my old self!!!!!
PS: Do any of you who have had this surgery, have had a burning sensation on your belly??? Like someone is pressing a red hot iron to your stomach (on the outside)??? ***Let me know I’m curious to see if anyone else went or is going through the same thing***